New?

A new found sense of self-

meaning

hope

fun

friends

more than friends

family

puppy

life 

love

happiness

I am shoving it in your face, I am. 

I dont find any importance in your life, love and BULLSHIT. Fuck you.

Today is the day

Today is the day that MY life, begins.

No more sulking, no more excuses, no more sadness.

No more looking back, because when you do that you get stuck in the past.

And i am looking forward..... when you do that, you begin living.

to whoever reads this, to whoever is listening

dont let people hold you back, dont even let you hold you back.... 

Push yourself every day. Surround yourself with ONLY those who stay with you or run just a little bit ahead of you to push you.  No one else is worth having in your life. And do the same for others.

Push, and be pushed. 

disappointment...

I am disappointed in myself. 

I am sad.

I am upset.

I don't know what to do, I am at a loss.

How did i know in the back of my mind that this would happen?

And why did i keep telling myself that i wouldnt get upset.

I am going to shut the fuck up now.