I am sitting here, alone again.  Feeling lonelier than I have ever felt before.  

I am so tired of waiting around for something big to happen, but I am too afraid to make a move.

Why is it that I am sinking faster and further than I have ever felt before, I don't know how much longer I can take it? 

I am the only one that can make my life go in the direction that I want it to, I am the only one left at the end of the night, only here, with my own thoughts.  So why is it that I cant just stand up for what I want, what i feel like i need and make my move????? Why?????? WHY????? 

I will follow anyone who leads me to you.